Thread:Synchro37/@comment-4666546-20120802011153

Now that I've got your attention, yes it's true; I do apologise. A lot. When I said "omg your ceatingz on me wit DUZK!!!1!!1oen!1!!!1oen!1one!!1too!2!!11!1 AI BREYK UP WIT YOOO!!!11!1!oen!1!!" I was joking.. And, then, I guess it went a lot too far, and......... I didn't really take it back; I just kept making it worse and adding to the confusion. I've been a jerk to a lot of people today. I've been mean to everyone; even Pink..... [what really annoys me is some people think I was asking for pity; when I was honestly acitng like a jerk on purpose; trying to make them feel the opposite of pity; hatred; it really pissed me off because it put a strain on my plan!!!! >_<]  Look, I honestly don't know what to say to you or to anyone else....

So I'm starting with "Sorry".

Also, an other thing-- Charlie thinks I was just waiting for an excuse to break up with you... I wasn't. Ok, I'll admit that I wasn't actually ready for a relationship with anyone back then, I haven't ever been; and I don't really think I am now.... I mean seriously, I'm 12; not even supposed to have an account here before I turn 13 on the last day of September... I've been rushing into things too quickly; it's stupid of me; ok I get it already..! T^T But I was thinking, if you still want this relationship...if you're not over with it already; if you don't hate me.....We might try again. Only please no more people yelling "KISS ALREADY". It gets.So.Annoying. >_< Aaalso I don't like how you never tell me anything in specific, really; I'm not perfect and I don't wanna be treated like I am.. I don't want people to cut me a lot of slack.. If you have some kinda problem or thought, why don't you ever talk it out with me...? I felt really lost in this relationship because on one hand I wasn't ready and on the other hand it was like this was all in my imagination; it's like walking into someone else's life and not understanding what one of the most important part of that person's life is ever saying; because it's always just so.....Silent. Also, I think I talk too much and I'm really going off topic here so that's the end of this paragraph..... e_e

Hey, isn't it kinda weird how some people apologise when they dnt need to? Primarily, Ed. I mean he's always apologising when it's usually my fault or no one's fault or someone else's fault so apologising doens't even make any sense....  o-o With Mel when we get into some stupid argument or whatever and neither of us are guilty we just get on to a new topic after a couple (or more) minutes; doesn't that make more sense? :S But I guess Ed is a "distinguished gentleman" or something like that so he feels obliged to be polite or whatever. O.o

Hey isn't it weird that when I said distinguished gentleman I imagined a chubby butler guy in a tux with a monocle o-o

Anyway, I'm dragging the subject for too long. So that's the END.

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